TMaYaD said...
Hey,
I don't think that ever matters.
Lemme see, You gat the vehicle and the petrol tank is full alright. But I wonder where the road is. I mean the path you have chosen, If I can be excused for a little inacuracy, all that you are studying, If that's the path you have chosen, I'm afraid that the road is already congested with lot's of vehicles similar to yours. You need to have a monster truck and ruthless attitude to go forward and crush all those in your way.
No, I'm not saying forget the SPIs' and CPIs' and start Counter Strike or Quake. You might be 'good' at it. But mark thats its only good. The songs and stuff you go for, I accept I can never came any near to it, but can you go any further?
You may wonder Why all of those are rushing only here, standing, struggling, stumbling against each other... May be because this is the way to the heart of the city. Where you can get 'almost' everything. But Many of these can't see that the path goes beyond the city, into the meadows, across the forests, Into the darkness of mountains.
But Do you want to go there? I don't think so. Mind you, It's just my opinion that it doesn't suit you.
Look to your right. There across the planes, the setting sun, Red like your heart. And lead you straight into it melting into the horizon(thanks to ndorfin [;)]). Or on your left, the vastness of the sea, calm like a satin bed welcoming you with gentle sea breeze, soothing and pleasent just the way it always felt.
The life is full of choices and compromises. All that matters finally is causality. Suit youself.